dying a thousand deaths in an essence of jst one breath. call my name:Lazarus! & bring me back to life! bring be bk to life! bring me bk to life!!! I gotta Frankenstein brain, paradigm shift thru pain...I'm jst an instrument in God's lyrical symphony. a testament to grace, for I am so unworthy...a walking disaster, that is wut I am...lost cause wasn't lost at all cuz U are FOUND in me...by His grace I hv been saved...but, by this place I'm still enslaved...u say love the Lord God wit all my HEART, wit all my MIND, & wit all my SOUL!...my unworthiness won't let me go!...my heart is broken, only a fragment is left...i'v lost my mind frm the destruction chaos left ...& my soul...I hv never been whole ENOUGH to even know wut that looks like...fragmented...beaten...& lost...why then Lord God did u call me by name?...why then raise me frm my grave?...why then am I still a slave?! dying a thousand deaths in an essence of jst one breath. U call my name & bring me back to life! bring be bk to life! bring me bk to life, wit healing!!! re-connect my nerve endings to bring feeling bk to my soul! that I may kno joy & sadness...embrace love & express it in every way God intended it for!...mend my soul that was once half, TOGETHER make me whole!...the last of my requests is my heart.... Lord God...my heart... has been ripped, & torn...broken & busted...i'v been hurt so much even U Im not sure if I trust in!!!...but Lord...if u are WHO u say u ARE, I KNOW u will mend my scars...
Blaze~n~Flow
Life witout God is like:
dying a thousand deaths in an essence of jst one breath....
U call my name & bring ME back to life! bring ME bk to life! bring ME bk to life
Blaze~n~Flow
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